Hush little baby
Don't say a word
Keep your mouth shut
Like it never occurred
Plug your ears
Nothing was heard
Big brother is watching
Like fucking Big Bird

Keep your eyes glued
On Sesame Street
Modified food
Soylent meat
Don't mean to be rude
On the government teet
The people subdued
Too slow on their feet

Pray to your God
And cling to your guns
A tip and a nod
To the Atheist ones
A reason for reason
The rest take the blame
And answer for treason
What a shame, what a shame

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The ice sheets are melting
Don't know what to do
Frozen in oil
Frozen by fear
Hush little baby
Don't shed a tear

I'm living the past
Through your hologram
Damn girl
I thought it would last
But the image you cast

Was haunting me
Taunting me
Like the bullies at school
So fucking cruel
Calling me fat
Like I didn't know that

Your words fucking hurt
Like listening to poison
Can't take the noise in
But I don't have a choice
When you speak in that voice

Because I'm obsessed
Like a man on a mission
To cling to your words
Like a man with a vision
Because I'm possessed
Like a robot with feeling
And I'm fucking reeling
Sleep on the floor
With my head in the ceiling
Can't take anymore
I showed you the door
Now just wait for the healing

I don't stalk you on Facebook
You blocked me, I looked
But even with that second account
I don't look because I'm pushing you out
But you kept me on MySpace
What's that about?
You still use it too
What's wrong with you?

You're just a disease
A parasite, a leach
A mite, a tick or fleas
You breeze through my blood
Like a hurricane of cocaine
Numbing my heart
Driving me insane
Ripping apart the veins
I used to play like a violin
With a knife on my wrist
Like a violent violinist
Playing his tune
To himself in his room
Until the blood disease orchestra
Gathered in puddles
Like seas on the ground
And piled up around him

The Canyon

Sleeping on the Canyon's edge
Dreaming of the fall
Twisting, flailing toward the ledge
And waking from it all

What was this that I had dreamt
The soulless lover's fate
The spurning and the body's lept
This unrequited hate

Cast me into model; stone
The breathing of the sand
And let me be so quite alone
In this unforgiving land

Deep ravine, the river Blood
Flowing from mine heart
Trickle, splashing, flowing, flood
The canyon it does part

Where hath now my lover gone
The silent echo screams
To whence my body was so drawn
Upon thy gilded beams

Sleepless body, get thee rest
Upon the canyon floor
Lonely, lover's light moon crests
For one night, one night more

Autumn heart
Winter death
I scream for you
My final breath

I take the knife
And write the list
Dip in the well
That is my wrist

Smear my pain
Upon the floor
I'm hurting, hurting
Nevermore

Autumn heart
And midnight scour
How could love
Now turn so sour

I take the quill
And write my note
Might you cry
At words I wrote

Smear my face
Upon the ground
Making such
A horrid sound

Autumn heart
Of yesteryear
The memories
Are just too clear

I take the pen
And carve my name
In blue and black
The corpse's shame

Smear my flesh
Upon the Earth
Shameful, shameful
Wretched girth

Autumn heart
Winter's kiss
A ghostly shadow
You cannot miss

I take your hand
And hold it still
Upon my soul
It belongs there still

Smear my thoughts
Upon your gaze
Return to me
My Autumn days

Such a Beautiful Time

I want to kiss your scars
Your beautiful scars
I want to kiss your scars
Before they disappear

Who
Could hurt you like that
You
Could hurt you like that

I want to kiss your scars
Your beautiful scars
I want to kiss your scars
Before you disappear

Who
Could sleight you like this
You
Could sleight you like this

I've
Been breathing
For a thousand years

I've
Been seething
For a thousand more

Just
Repeating
The same score (same score)

It was
Such a beautiful time
Though short it was

It was
Such a beautiful time
Too short it was

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heart breaking

tears

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wall

mask

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regret

remorse

unforgiven

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delete

trash

destroy

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please

forgive

me

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crying

at

work

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stress

heart

ache

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goodbye

i

loved

you

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im

sorry

for

everything

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This ravenous infection will
Ultimately one day kill
My heart's desire to one day cheer
And wipe away your happy tear

But this pain is just to great
I must not live, 't is not my fate
A stabbing, ripping from my gut
Anything to escape this scornful rut

I thought I'd last when daughter came
But oh how now I feel just the same
Why must your grasp be so damn true?
Once I'm dead, I'll applaud for you

My throat is scratchy, my heart bare
My eyes are bags that only stare
My limbs are limp, my back is lame
My soul feels nothing but shame

Suicide
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Suicide


I want to finally kill myself