Will I Ever Know

Turn on your receiver
Tune your frequency
To the great deceiver
Child delinquency

I'm sending out a beacon
I'm sending S O S
You are what I am seeking
I'm alone I guess

Did you really come?
Did you really go?
Will I ever know?

Did you really come?
Did you really go?
Will I ever know?

Proof of you lives on
In the scars upon my wrists
Though you may be gone
You're at the top of all my lists

I know that you're still angry
And damn it so am I
But God himself can't change me
I just can't live a lie

And lies can be so hurtful
Like when you say that you'll be there
As I approach my downfall
And you're not anywhere

But you found greener pastures
While I'm buried in the mud
These all important gestures
Well I'm not feeling good

Did you really come?
Did you really go?
Will I ever know?

Did you really come?
Did you really go?
Will I ever know?

Did you really come?
Did you really go?
Will I ever know?

Did you really come?
Did you really go?
Will I ever know?