Such a Beautiful Time

I want to kiss your scars
Your beautiful scars
I want to kiss your scars
Before they disappear

Who
Could hurt you like that
You
Could hurt you like that

I want to kiss your scars
Your beautiful scars
I want to kiss your scars
Before you disappear

Who
Could sleight you like this
You
Could sleight you like this

I've
Been breathing
For a thousand years

I've
Been seething
For a thousand more

Just
Repeating
The same score (same score)

It was
Such a beautiful time
Though short it was

It was
Such a beautiful time
Too short it was

Suicide

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heart breaking

tears

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wall

mask

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regret

remorse

unforgiven

Suicide

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delete

trash

destroy

Suicide

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Suicide

please

forgive

me

Suicide

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crying

at

work

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stress

heart

ache

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goodbye

i

loved

you

Suicide

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im

sorry

for

everything

Suicide

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Suicide

This ravenous infection will
Ultimately one day kill
My heart's desire to one day cheer
And wipe away your happy tear

But this pain is just to great
I must not live, 't is not my fate
A stabbing, ripping from my gut
Anything to escape this scornful rut

I thought I'd last when daughter came
But oh how now I feel just the same
Why must your grasp be so damn true?
Once I'm dead, I'll applaud for you

My throat is scratchy, my heart bare
My eyes are bags that only stare
My limbs are limp, my back is lame
My soul feels nothing but shame

Suicide
Suicide
Suicide


I want to finally kill myself

The Fate Which We Hath Made

Never hath I seen such grace
As whenst thou hast revealed thy face
Now sorrow creeps and fills this place
My legs are lame but heart gives chase

And never hath I seen such pain
As whenst thou gazed upon the rain
A love that drives me quite insane
To death our love is lain

Art thou saddened by my leave?
Dost thou not repent nor grieve
The sudden loss of love once true
The death of love which grew and grew

Casting off the thoughts dost aide
In letting love be deathly laid
The spirit in thine eyes doth fade
The fate which we hath made

Adrift

All this is just my legacy
The world so dim mine eyes can't see
My heart adrift amid the sea
For love is just a fallacy

Carry me to water pure?
Lift my cup begin to pour?
My heart so dry this drought endures
My heart adrift it drifts off course

Rescue me from snakes and sharks?
Take me from the vultures' hark?
Kiss me waken my lost heart
And let that our lips may never part

A kiss! Awaken devil's plan
Awake a broken beaten man
Alone my heart has stricken land
Beach wrecked buried in the sand

The Butcher

Wretched pangs
Be still my heart
Slicing thither
Slicing start
And where might love
Be truest true?
I slice my heart
From one to two
A slice for me
A slice for you
Discarded quickly
Through and through
I slice my heart
A slice for you
Where love is truest true

Hope

It seems the time
For lights to dim
Your soul eclipsed
My every whim

Darkness where I
Hath once stood
And be once more
If that I could

Trouble shadows
Your darkly path
Fainting screams
Beneath your wrath

Love destroyed
Inside your hand
Like wild fire
Destroys the land

Hatred is
Something learned
Nothing born
Nothing yearned

Nothing loved
Nothing wrought
Nothing wanted
Nothing sought

Nothing proud
Nothing flaunted
Nothing loved
When hearts are haunted

Not admired
And not cherished
Not desired
When love hath perished